Performativity is where my interests begin. The consistent presentation and
re-presentation of self from day to day produces the constantly fluid, unstable,
expansive task of navigating one’s identity and the social context within which
it exists.
A performer since the
age of five, I am no stranger to the complicated nature of such conditions.
Restrain, contain, define, refine. These are the seemingly necessary actions one must take to
participate within the social structures of identification and its accompanying
hierarchies.
Imagine a great golden
pyramid shining in the sun. Feel
free to alternate between Giza and Las Vegas.
The intrinsic logic of these hierarchies favors the few that
stand atop the shoulders of the many.
These conditions allows for the production of false value systems and
illusionary power structures. We
know through historical observation the consequential side effects can be
exploitative and oppressive.
Value makes me think
about gold. Gold shines with light
from the sun. The sun is like a
spotlight. Spotlights are for
performers. Performers wear costumes.
Costumes are made of glitter.
Glitter is fleeting. Gold
is rare. Performance is all around. Gold lasts in materiality. Icons last in memory.
Through performative gestures (events, objects, images, and
writings) I carve out temporal experiences to challenge the mesh of existing
social control. In a Brechtian
tradition, I employ (collapse, merge, juxtapose, reconsider) representations of
reality (popular narratives/forms/sites) to shed light on the complexities between
kindness and cruelty—states of being that fuel confusion, prejudice, and
injustice.
I often locate this slippery, contradictory relationship within
the phenomenal zone of glamour.
By definition glamour
is fascinating, alluring, exciting and enchanting.
Therefore glamour is active: immaterial and transitory. It is manifested in temporal actions that
generate unusual experiences for those who create, witness, or participate. This cultural phenomenon is materialized
and realized through combinations of objects, images, and sounds. We know these well. They are Theatre, Fashion, Film,
Media...
The spell of glamour
has been exploited, perverted, and commodified by Capitalism. Capitalism is like that great golden
pyramid. It is simultaneously enticing
in its image and discouragingly difficult to ascend. It always points upward- the monumental manifestation of the
transcendence seekers (?).
Liveness is a place where a collective, seemingly parallel
reality can generate commentary, criticism, contradictions, and hopeful
alternatives to the multifaceted, complicated conditions of our contemporary
society. In acts of play, as Victor Turner observes, there
is an opportunity to enact and interact with the undetermined. This provides the potential of
producing new relationships to existing elements and conditions of society.
But how?
As Kracauer states in 1930, the DIVA becomes a key figure of
identification between popular performance and broader culture. To engage mass appeal I have
objectified myself as a performer, reducing my name to its initials and
transforming my identity into the transparent construction of a brand: TMO
[sometimes TMO LIVE, or TMO STUDIO].
The DIVA is the embodied icon that, much like the gold or
the pyramid, becomes the valuable center of attention within mass
entertainment. No matter in Opera,
Pop, Hollywood, or Theatre, she (can also be a man) is the combined image,
object, and sound. This embodiment
publicly elevates/positions and allows for immense communication.
Through scripted events and improvised interactions, my
cabaret style performances- composed of anywhere between one to ten performers
and rarely tethered to a proper theatre- attempt to build, over time, a complex
mythology that is seemingly solidified while constantly changing. This is a political tactic of deviant
dislocation or even deconstructionism.
The episodic methodology builds anticipation and allows reflection on
the complexities of social issues and situations presented. In a moment when entertainment has a
reduced political power due to the economic ideologies that shape and protect
its consumption, I find exigencies in restoring a critical position within entertaining,
live events.

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